Now what...?

To start this one off, allow me to say this: I'm not a Democrat, haven't even been, doubt I'll ever be.

But in light of the events of the past four years, I doubt I'll ever vote Republican. Here's why:

Years ago, I was in school when Bush won the office, we were cool with that, the smear campaigns ended and we all went on with our lives. Remember you adults out there; I was a teen, TV and internet (new as it was) were my life. I saw every commercial, every add, every chain letter.

When things went down on 9/11, and the man stood up and took action the world would later give a resounding "Well... alright, not bad", we all stood behind him. Even the Democrats I knew. Did they like him? No. Did they devote their existence to hating him? Not remotely.

Then, we he proceeded to basically become what would be considered for my generation the embodiment of evil by: destroying out economy, crushing our standing in the world, revoking rights in a way not seen since Alan Moore penned "V for Vendetta", sending thousands of our friends to die in a war he couldn't give a straight answer as to why, we got a little pissed.

Then he was voted back in, we threw our arms up and collectively got angry. After another four years, we went out and voted and turned the wheel over to Obama. This is about when I lost faith in Republicans. Not for the actions of Bush, but their actions post-Bush.

They never stopped the anti-Obama war, like some sort of internet dick measuring contest, they kept going way past the point of everyone standing around awkwardly with their pants off.

To quote my mother during the Bush administration; "It doesn't matter who he is, what party he's from, you always support the man in charge. If you don't like what he's doing, vote him out later, but you don't disrespect him."

Same woman who now refers to him as "Nigger in Chief".

Then, they stonewalled him, refusing to let any of his ideas even see light until they had hacked them to bits, or refused them completely. They refused to report on anything he did that was positive.

In essence, they basically have had a four year streak of the worst bad sportsmanship in history.

Obama has not been the best president, obviously, but he's better than his predecessor... which isn't really a way we should be judging our president. "Not as bad as the guy we associate with Hitler and Trump." Yeah... not the best standard of measurement.

So, I'm not a Democrat, nor a Republican. I'm also not naive enough to ever believe we'll get in a third party candidate until the baby boomers die off. Basically, my choice is.... well non-existant.

My vote means little, considering that while I'm an educated, mildly level headed person who can go week to week without maxing six credit cards or setting my house on fire, there's someone out there, who's done all that, and is going to vote as well.

I have no say besides shouting as loud as I can along side the entire population of America as well... and neither do you. I could get a sign and protest, or to support a candidate, but that only converts the clergy as it were, I've never known anyone to drive by a bunch of supporters and go "Well, if those guys who have nothing better to do on a saturday than stand here shouting for a man they've never met, well damn I'll just have to vote for him!"

So now I stand, with my choices being somewhere between Anarchy and Apathy, and I wonder...

... now what?